Don't worry be happy!!!

I have been through a lot in my life, but I am not going to complain. I see it as a lesson, and from this lesson I learned a lot. But there are days that I feel so depressed and I can’t stop my self from feeling like this. I started feeling like this when Joe died, there are times that I feel like I couldn’t breath when I’m in my bedroom and tears will just suddenly falling from my eyes. Well, as what I said I don’t like to complain about it, its pointless but the thing is the more I keep it inside me the more I felt so down. I am glad that my guy is always there to listen and to cheer me up. I’m so grateful that I have someone right now that care and love me. Maybe I am just so scared, cause theres no reason now to be depress. Especially now that I know I have sweetness that cares about me.