Upset and Lonely

I really can’t explain myself today. I am so very sensitive and I can’t let it out. I feel so down. I really hope I will get over this feeling cause I don’t like to feel like this…its not healthy. I think I am just missing my husband. I know its not too long yet since his gone. I just hope the day will go a lot faster so that I can fly to NY sooner. I really want to be with my mom. For sure I will be very busy when I get there. I have so many thing that I need to do when I get there.